Secret fan club

You're sitting in the car with this new friend you’re still trying to impress when the titanic song comes on the radio, they quickly  change the channel while in your head you've already started singing: “ near far, where eeeeeeevvver you are!!!”  You're in the room by yourself and you start watching your brothers favorite show when all of a sudden he walks in and you hurriedly change the channel.  Your laundry gets switched with someone’s and in a desperate act ( you’re completely out of your own) you decide to wear that really ugly sweater but holy crap…. Its comfy. 

You are in a secret fan club.  Something you enjoy isn't exactly the most popular thing/ you don’t want anyone to know that you like it.  Its fine, take a deep breath because everyone is a part of a secret fan club, we just don’t talk about it.  For example, my dads music, I grew up with it and complained a million times that I wanted to rather listen to the backstreet boys but noooo bee gees it was.  All of a sudden I find myself with my own Bread Pandora station. Goodness, if he ever found out I’d die of embarrassment.  I also, believe it or not, use to collect apple stickers.  I kept them at work and when my boss found them one day and asked me if they were mine I gave him the ‘No way!’ look.  Right now, I’m quite fond of listening to poems written by Edgar Allan Poe.  Something about chaining someone up and building a brick wall around them is so interesting to me!  Odd? Yes.  Heidi does what she wants. 

How many times do we deny ourselves!? “No I don't like knitting. No I don't watch the real housewives of New Jersey.  No I don’t dong pick my nose.  No I don’t have a My Little Pony poster on my wall.  No I don’t like to wear my pants really high…..

Free yourself!!  Now, more than ever, people accept people.  Tell someone what you like! Maybe they’ll are in the secret fan club too J